Tuesday, January 01, 2008
screwed up life screwed up single everything 3:54 AM
christmas was just a phrase of bullshit. everything just sucks. a waste of everything.
yea. you have got everything in the perfect stubborn way that you want already. arent you happy? you dont even do a single shit for me now? everything is you, you and you. all is about your feeling. cool? lol.
new year is just another crap. damn sian.
im trying so freaking hard to stay positive. cos you will never give in. not even simple things. but your damn attitude is just so unbearable. just change it for god sake. no one gonna tell you what is right or wrong or object anything. you make the call. you are the one who decide everything. im just a loser who follow through.
only in this way, you will be happy.
waiwai. wake up yr bloody idea. you are in reality for god sake. stop your fucking christmas dreams. or whatsoever. she care? oh she does. of cos, i cant deny that she does. but its just putting herself infront of everything. most importantly, if possible, i dont speak a shit.
everything just seem so crap to me. so what u make sacrifice? i really hope she see it. and do something about it.
i really hope.
but does hope actually exist in reality?
i just ate roasted rabbit
