sigh...elit de drama is so sianed...hate it.

nowadays feel v lonely...
i dunno wats happening...
is it theres sth wrong with me?
..or
its everyone else????
as i grow up, it seemed that i am becoming more and more lonely...
ppl onli come to me if got probs...
but how abt my probs???
who am i suppose to talk to?
where am i suppose to look for help??
why is it that only i comfort ppl...not the other way round?
i am not alone but i am...
i am lost
i dunno wat to do...


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hey all...two days didn't post le cos too tired after kayaking..hahah

ok..saturday...
that monday i woke up at 7 for company run at reservoir but there are so little ppl la..altogether less than 20??? but anyway, we completed the 4.3km run. somehow, the run seemed to be tougher. mayb i too tired from the training that was on fri. after the run, i took some photos cos i so bo liao. see got jiu take. lol.


all so tired after the run...hahah...


lol...look at the ppl at the back...so many ppl running...(mayb too small to c bah)


leonard doin sit up!!! lol..(everyone there did it anyway...) XD

after the run, i went home while some of them go to LAN at safra. YAY!!! i DIDN'T go to LAN!!! I said i quit. and i did it. lol. i took a bath and on the com. at abt11, lewis called me and its then when i realise i gonna be late. hahaha. i packed my stuffs quickly and went to bedok interchange to meet them. i was not the latest!! YAY!! hahha. so i go mac to buy two mac chicken for my lunch and one for lewis. after everyone supposed to meet there was there, we got onto bus 196. quite soon, we reach the stop and we walked to big splash. it was not really far from the bus stop. hahha. thought its very far. then we had to walk a underpass to get to the big splash. the underpass quite scary la. if alone in the night, it will be more scary.here is the photo!!


the underpass......to the big splash......

then we first learnt what r the basic parts of the kayak. so in another words, theory lesson. haha. after that, coach alvin talked abt the PFD - personal floating device in long, in another words, life jacket. lol. then we learnt how to ride onto the kayak and how to paddle. after that, coach alvin taught us how to do a capsize drill. basically, u hav to check for depth, look out of dangerous objects, capsize yrself while huggin the kayak, tab 3 times on the kayak and get out and shout for help. lol. no pic cos we are all drenched and hp and bags are kept inside a big container. we practised on our own occassionally got help from instructors. later, we also learnt other types of stroke. at around 3.30, those who had footwear went out to the sea!!! as for those who didn't bring proper footwear, will hav to stay inside the pool. so i stayed inside the pool. in the pool, we had fun. lol. our instructor told us to practise our strokes. of cos we got practise. but capsizing other ppl's kayat is wat u see most of the time. lol. so we play and practise until 6+ and began to wash and put the kayats back to the original place. ohya! by the way, the water in the pool is damn salty!!!! then i somehow got a cut on my foot, so its like putting salt onto it. OUCH!!!! so painful la. after dismissal, we went to the mac at the east coast to hav dinner together. its quite a long walk. here is my dinner!!!


then we headed for the nearest bus stop that has 196 or 197. its another long walk. Zzzzzzzzzzz..... its almost 9.45 when i reach home. so tired. sunburn!!!!

ok...sunday...
i went to bedok interchange at around 11.45, brought and ate my lunch there. we took the same bus, walked the same road, walked the same underpass. we got into the water quick and met 3 new instructors. haha. we learnt a rescue - rafted TX rescue. basically, we did a capsize drill and learnt how to help the perosn to empty the kayat in the water. there r 3 main roles - victim, main and assistance rescuer. so we revolved around the roles. after that, we learnt j-draw and classic draw which allow us to move sideway. then we had a break and those who didn't go to the sea on sat will go to the sea. yup!! YAY!!! but we took double kayak. 2 ppl in a kayak. the instructors briefed us b4 goin out to the sea. and we set off. we paddle around east coast. then luckily there was only one capsize in the sea. there are diff between sea and pool. pool no wave!! so not that easy to capsize. but sea got lots of waves. its quite easy to get onto the boat but gettin out is quite troublesome. the waves keep coming so u gotta be fast b4 the wave capsize yr kayak b4 u get out. overall, kayaking is quite fun la. then after that, we bring back the kayaks back. the kayats r like became heavier than b4 we go out to the sea. so heavy sia. gotta rest from time to time. after washin up, our instructors sumed up wat we did these two days and gave their comments. then they also introduce us playing polo on kayak and showed us some tricks. haha.


one of our instructors aka the big black monster. lolx. XDDDD


the pool!!

ok thats it. too long liao. i shall stop. nitex!!


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yo..today i update again!! ok today my class de ppl did sth stupid...hahah...they go bring rocks up and put them into junzhi's bag!! lol...lame ppl...XD then i took down some photos for "evidence"...hhaha.. no la...just for fun...but poor junzhi...loll..if he have not find out why his bag is so heavy, then he would be carrying the rocks home...muahahahahaa...


Look at the things inside the bag!!!


huge ROCK!!


lol..the culprits XD shhhhh...


more of the CULPRITS!!! hahaha

lol..poor junzhi...ok, i go sleep le..tml gotta go sch earlier for some meeting...sianz...hav to wake up so early...nitex ppl !!!


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ok..first of all, today had P.E then had endurance running again...sianed...but then me and kaijie got the top timing of the class!!! XD muahahahaha.... 6m 29s for 20laps... not bad la hor... then right, out of 25girls in the class, only abt 12 girls were down at the netball court for the run...the others all slack at the baseketball court de steps there!!! mr lim is dam angry la, he passed the timer to weijian and told him to time us for our run...and meanwhile, he went up to check the girls out...i dunno wat he told them but after that, they were asked to walked around the field i think...b4 we left for homec, he told us that he owe us a P.E lesson so next wk no need to run!!! straight away can play games le!!! YAY!!! hahahha...

at mrs chan's homec lesson...today we did "muffin" pizza...basically, its just adding pizza toppings on to muffins...lol...but its quite nice la...after the cookin, it was theory time...then we talked abt eating diet when young is gd so when u come to 40s, u will still be healthy!!! after that, she showed us PHOTOS of serious cancer and diabetic patients...so GROOOOSSSSSSSS!!!!! SO ER XIN!!!! wanna puke sia...there was a photo on a face cancer patient la...abt half of his face gone!!!! i shall not talk abt this liao...don wanna recall all of them...lol...but honestly speaking, its really REALLY er xin...then there is also a guy who is 550kg and yet still very healthy!!! no high blood pressure, no high cholesterol, no heart disease just like a healthy normal person!!! the only thing differnce is that he can't move!!! just too heavy...haha...so learn this ppl!!! hav a healthy diet since you r young!!! when u regret, its too late..

ok i am goin now...stress nowadays!!!!


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yay!!! i am posting after 5 days of slacking...hahaha...

oki shall start from sun as i still able to remember wat happened...
i set off from home to TM at abt 1+ then reach TM liao hor, i saw pei yin!!! then following behind her is joan!! lol..long time no c...er..just for yr info, they r just my pri sch friends...hahah..so i just said "hello" and continued to go up to popular... XD after buyin my printer's ink in popular, i left TM and take MRT to EXPO to buy my thumbdrive... then as i was waiting at the platform for the MRT to come, one person poked me from behind...lol..it was my both C.S.M..they so guai la...kept lookin at me...mayb just becos i wore company-t??? -.- at the expo, i walk, walk , walk and finally reached hall 5a - 4..it was so big la...had a hard time lookin where the booth where the thumbdrive is sold...but i find it liao hor, the thumbdrive i looking for is out of stock!!!! AR!!! so i buy another thumbdrive which is abt the same price...there was also a bkfair goin on, so i went and tried to for "to kill a mocking bird" as i had lost it!!! there is la...but diff version, so i didn't buy... there was oso a sportlink sale goin on at foyer 2 lv2 so i took a look there..there is sport shoe that is gd but its too expensive!! beyond my budget!! after that, i went home... at night, i study my maths like siao as the next day hav common test...i "sleep" 11.30 but i 12+ then fall asleep... ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz......so thats my sunday 19/3/06

today!!
today had maths commom test sia!!!!i had 2 question completely dunno how to do sia..sigh...wats goin on wif my maths!!!! my maths keep goin dwn sia... then after sch, my friend sms me and say i got 20/30 for maths!!! OMGGGGG!!!! same as last term!!!! my effort put into doin assessment has gone dwn the drain...so sad la...sigh...after that, the whole clas was late for sci practical at sci lab for 20mins!!! lol...song bo...whole class late...so rare...then after sch,me and some part Bs played soccer at the netball court...mayb is i didnt sleep well last nite, dunno why hor, today i play soccer so hiong...hahaha...then i manage to stop eugene dribble pass me!! my def become stronger liao??? then some called me eugene de ke4 xin1 hahhaha..but honestly speakin my soccer not really gd la...too long didn't play liao...i ram oso dunno ram until where...so off target...sigh...so shi bai...study not gd, soccer not gd, dota oso not v gd...wat am i gd at???? am i just a useless freak??? haix... i go study for next wk's chinese test liao...i must do well this year... i must...


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okie..today woke up at 10..i went TM first b4 i goin to bedok interchange to fetch my friends to my hse for Project Work...i went to TM to get black ink for my printer, but popular and challenger both haven't open yet and i have to reach bedok interchange by 11 so i quickly rushed back to interchange...

back at mrt station, xinghua and huikian r already there...gerald called and asked me when r we supposed to meet!!! GOSH!!!! so i told him to come immediately...i wait and wait...then xinghua and huikian say they go mac' eat first while i stay and wait..so i continued waiting...they both come back liao and gerald still haven't come yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am losing my PATIENCE!!! then we suddenly see gerald...he is almost an hour late!!!! ZZZZzzzzzzz...i wait until sian sia...

after that, we went to mac to buy lunch and head towards my hse...so we started our work..me and gerald stayed in the toilet to burn paper...lol...while xinghua and huikian look for informations...u noe right, when we burn the paper, got ashes mah..then we had to blow them away...me and gerald r opposite side, so we r blowin towards each other...hahahha...we felt like cryin la... ='( cos of the smoke and ashes...after burning the papers, we washed the toilet and went to the living to slack... XD after their research, me and gerlad did another round of research cos we don't trust them..ok..then we started writing drafts and listened to songs in my com...gerald suddenly talked abt anime thingy so i showed him bleach!!! hahaha.. bleach is nice!!! then the girls oso joined in... lol...we do until 6.30 and we scammed the girls home so we could hav our dota time...but gerald play half way gotta go home le...aw....so sad...hahah..

holiday is BORING!!!!!! wat am i supposed to do to spend away the time???


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sian...today had orienteering testtoday woke up at 5.15!!! gosh...thats sooooo early...okafter that, i set off at abt 5.50 and took mrt to eunos to take wymer's dad's car to changi jetty...then surprisingly, i met nelson when i enter the train..lol..ok once we reach there, soon, we saw sir larry...then he brought us to the market that side de playground...haha..he told us wat he and his part did when he was in part b...they climbed up and down and found a used "condo" lol...okok lets not talk abt this...we waited for everyone but tiong ho's mom dunno how to come here!! i told her the route we r at and finally, when we r abt to leave singapore, he make it in time!!!

we later splitted into grps joined wif GGs and took ferry to ubin..during the trip to ubin i manage to take some pic..and thats the only pics i took out of the whole orientatin cos our handphones are kept by the seniors throughout the whole thingy...haha..

yc and kaijie and yiyang

some view of changi beach i think...hahha

driver and 2 GG girls

lame pp who tiamed themselves... XD

ubin!!!

yay!! finally reached ubin...we got briefings and splitted into grps wif GGs as this is a guided tour...my grp is me, yc and two girl guides...we ploted the map n started off badly...we were stuck at the first 3 check points!!!! (there r altogether 6 checkpoints) cos we can't find the clues!!! sian...so we back track back to and front, but we still manage to find them in the end...we wasted a lot a lot of time there la...then there was ine check point that is dam far la..its like more than 1km??? others r onli abt a few hundreds metres..so we walk walk walk...and came to a deserted land...it look like a main road but it also don quite look like...so we asked cheng jun(our guide) and he told us to just go forward...haha..it was far!!!! still half way only!!!! we got the last check point and go back to the base...one of the girl guides is so ap la.. when we wanna run, she don wanna run...but she just start running without tellin us... -.- so we hav to catch up...sian..girls r so troublesome...hahaha... XD
but the result was bad!!! almost failed..with 3 checkpoints wrong!!! gosh..

then it was lunch time...the sun is soooo hot...after lunch, we "rested" under the hot sun!!! cos there is no available shade for us...hot hot hot!!!! when our senior found a shaded place and want us to sit there, its me and yc turn to do the test...this time is the real thing(no girl guides no senior goin wif us)...we ploted quick but forgot to put the checkpoints numbers...but still quite fast la..5 mins..we got our first check pont v quickly as we had already familiarised with the way they put the clues...but the second and third checkpoint is tough!!! we muz walk vvvvvvv long distance b4 we get them...then the sun is so hot + me and yc got stitch..so cannot run...after we got the second checkpoint..still gotta walk forward another super long distance to obtain the third checkpoint...then the forth check point was sum where else...and there is no road linked from the third checkpoint to the forth..so we hav to back track all the way from the third checkpoint back to the first checkpoint...itssss sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dam long la...imagine u walk a super super super long road and hav to back track....ar!!!!!!!!!!!! this is gay man...then our clues are like every 2 checkpoints, we hav to back track...this time hav the bonus checkpoint mahx..so altogether 7...me and yc decided to get it...but after we finished wif the 5th one, we r all wore out...we can't run anymore!!!! too tired...legs felt like breakin up...but we endured and obtain the bonus checkpoint...which is v v v v v v far...the furthest of all of our checkpoints....we took the shortcut aka "dirty road" there but get back via the main road...the short cut is too eerie liao la...we endured and endured...legs are numbed just by walking!!! can u imagine that????and wif the stupid hot sun draining our energy off at a fast pace...but despite all these, we kept pushin our own selves...and kept encouragin each other... finally reached the last checkpoint...which is uphill...i hate uphill man...they r tough!!!! we got it and went back to base...walked and ran...the result was better but was disappointting...we thought we can be the top or wat...we put in so much effort...we ran like no other trainings..its the best that we had put in...yet we got 2 checkpoints wrong...its so disheartening la..sighx...but luckily we got the bonus checkpoint to cover up our mistakes...then its like the bonus is not much use...as its only 25marks(one checkpoint 10marks),hai.....then there r two grps that get everyth correct including the bonus!!!! sian...

after everyth, we went back to singapore!!! hahaha...and had dinner b4 goin home...during the bus back to tanah merah, (there was me, leonard, gui feng, wei hua and kay hao) we all made fun of each other...saying who got how many steads and looking through our handphones de msg...but of cos i don hav any but they made up some stupid reasons until i got 7... -.- then gui feng took leonard's hp to msg shana(if i didn't spell wrongly) some stupid love msg...hahaha...then shana dao leonard...poor boi... XD but anyway, we had fun...after that, i accompanied kay hao back to sch then go home...it was amazin that i still hav energy to walk such a distance...lol...just like one says "one will never noe his limit unless he push himself"

okok..i shall go rest my legs...too tired liao...tml still got project to do...nitex!!


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ok today had PTC...parent teacher convene(i spell correctly??)...so my mom came and i went down to fretch her up up..haha...then we waited for cindy to finish..she was like abt to cry??? dunno la..look lyk la..ok so its finally my turn...lol..lookin my mom naggin at me infront of my teacher was funny...so i was lyk laughing??? haha..my result is not really gd la...compare to others...my avg is onli 72.38...haix...and my position is 11!!! dropped by 4!!!!!!! -.- then i dunno why hor, bernerd's position is 7 yet his avg is lower than me... how can this happen!!!!!! ok after that, me and yiyang went to the army shop to buy track pants and gloves then went back up to class..there was no parent coming so we tok crap wif our form teacher, ms lee and some how, we talked on our sitting arrangements and stuffs...we talk and talk until 5+ when parents start to come in again...me and yiyang then went to change into our uniform and get ready for the traffic duty later on for the sec1s...it was quite fun la..its my FIRST time...hahha...then u can control where they park...if u are not happy their parkin positions, some parents driving skills are...eh hmm, u can ask them to park their car again...lol..cars start coming in at abt 6.30...and its the most fun part...haha... =]] cos we start at 6...we stood there for nth for 1/2 an hour... ok very soon, the parade square is full of cars..so we must run and lead the cars up the upper parade square...cars move faster as u noe...so we RUN!! when the upper parade square is full, we switch site again...this time at the teachers' parkin lots...but theres still not enough space!!!! -.- so we get some cars to the space below upper parade square...then we are OFF!! we stopped at abt 7.40 and had our lousy dinner provided by the counselors..some more no spoon!!! how are we supposed to eat??? use hand like malays and indians???? bad service!!!! but i manage to get enough spoon for everyone...hahah...i am a pro!! ohya..the gloves we wore r so warm la...our hands r like all wet??? and when we take out our gloves, our hands are covered wif white cotton...bad quality of the golves!!! okok..so after we ate our horrible dinner, we r despersed...haha..poor yun cheng had to take the "chang cheng" by himself...cos we all goin by front gate...

okok..i shall stop here...mom nagging again...haix...gd nitex!!


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today fall in again after sch..we r supposed to do 100 but in the end only did 20 in all...lol...because sergeant wenguang came and talk to us abt nyaa stuffs...er...ok la..i shall not say talk...its more like scolding...lol...

we hav to hand in all our nyaa drafts to him by today mah...then onli 5ppl hand in...then he dam angry...but then its we r too much la..one small draft oso cannot hand in on time..how to takeover and teach the juniors next yr??? this small responsibility oso cannot be carry out...sigh...if i were him, i will immediately scream at them and pump them until they die...lol...shall not be so saddist...i v nice de....hahaha... XD

then after that, i and 7 others helped the part c to try out games for their bonding camp...hahha..the first one was hei1 bai2 bei4...lame right?? but we spent so much time on it...then next station...it was stupid oso...there were 5 cups and we hav to guess which one hav the tissue paper...and others r empty...so we guess and guess...then we found out that we can c the shadow of the tissue paper and got it correct..lol...we move on...this station is called "dirty strings" we did this in a quite remote area la..cos its sick...haha...i hav upload some photos for u all to c...the game is to use one long long string and pass through our clothes and shorts then to the next person...lol..so funny la..they kept making horny noises...hhaha


whose legs ar???


eugene is breasts...lol...


benjamin's stommy..


the dirty string ppl!!! =]]

then later we hav a station that need to climb rope then get a water bottle and fill it up then drink it and then squeeze into a small area on a bench..hahha



look look at euegene style of climbing...got zao geng...lol..

okie..thats it...my mom nagging liao...buziz all....will post again...haah


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Long ago in a small, far away village, there was place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the House, he thought to himself, "This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often."

In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to see 1000 little dogs growling back at him. As he left, he thought to himself, "That is a horrible place, and I will never go back there again."

All the faces in the world are mirrors. What kind of reflections do you see in the faces of the people you meet?

saw this in my friend's blog and its quite meaningful, so i copied it...hahha...is it considered as copy righted?? lol...

today got back my geog paper...hahahha..i got 22/25!!!!! waahahahhahahaa!!! so happy...but then i am third!!! -.-..and the first was claudia..who got 23/25.. just one mark difference make so much difference in position...then after sch, had UI, uniform inspection!!! we bring out uniform to sch just to hav UI!!! SIANED la...had to bring so much stuffs...after UI, we got no mistake!! lol...this is the first time!!! WOOOOOO!! hahah...but later, we did 100 pumpings 1 by 1!!! but we do in 20s...so we did 20, rest for 10sec and continued until we finish...then when changing back to sch uniform in the toilet, we saw my sec3 senior drying his clothes with the hand dryer mah...then he half naked...lol...his chest muscle dam big la... GOSH!!!! ITS vvvvvvvvvvvv BIG!!!!! really!!! den we asked him how he train de...he replied that he trained when sec2 and he pump 200 a day!!!! -.- thats...a lot...

okok...i go finish up with my homework...nitex!!!


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Hello I'm Wiiley.
I love rabbit and i wanna roast it & eat it yumyum

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