Tuesday, July 31, 2007
lost.. 9:04 PM
mayb its the end after this mth..
or mayb earlier..
kiss goodbye to everyth..
everyth..
i think i hav no faith in relationship..
i dunno wat girls are thinking..
u get married..
yet u got other affairs..
u lied to ur husband..
go out with another man..
woman...
they nvr spare a thought?
the husband did nth wrong..
u just get outer affair when u didnt get wat u want..
then wats the point of marriage?
if the kid is the only thing tt holds the family tgt..
i just hav no faith in relationship..
sometimes i thought for a moment..
if everyth i do is worth it..
sigh..
dunno...
but i love her..
Labels: really lost
i just ate roasted rabbit
none.. 8:33 PM
sat was terrible.. sat was great..
sun was terrible.. sun was excellent..
mon was terrible.. mon was great..
sat, sun was so memorable..
cooked dinner..
did so many things..
so many many things..
was so happy..
but still..
haiz.
not one day is perfect..
not a single day..
u say u're tired..
i think im more tired..
dunno..
either way.. we are both tired..
but wat if its really end..
i dunno..
i cnt even restand myself not to msg u for a few hr..
zz..
god damn it..
we are nt okay k?
so stop mentioning b4 me abt relationship..
wat i can do is fake a smile..
i hate tt..
i hate fakes..
pls dn lie to me..
mr tan told me(one day): guys tend to keep things to himself. girls find it easier to talk to someone. if not, they can cry out, which will make them feel btr..
who can i say things to..
wat can i do?
cry? obviously no.
theres so much inside.. i just feel strained..
feeling sian all the time..
its like last yr..
askin myself
"wat i am here for"
"do i hav any use?"
i just feel like using my old pm..
nobody knows who i really am.. mayb they just dn giv a damn..
sry just being v emo..v sad.. i know u are too..well, im sry anyway..' tgt '
how long can it stand....
sigh..
i just ate roasted rabbit
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
breaking apart? 10:56 PM
yea.. got back from hilary challenge..
it was.. ermm damn tiring!!!
RAR!!!
first day--
ermm took boat to ubin!!!
sort of expected..
how big is singapore??
hahahah..
well, we did some competition there..
including cooking laksa, a presentation.
yuppp.. i guess we did quite well in both la..
but other groups did well too!
hwa chong and raffles de presentation were very hilarious..
xD
we pitched tents and well..
celebrated her birthday at abt 0000hours..
its a planned surprised for her..
haha..
second day--
hmmm morning woke up at 4 instead of 5!!
sry ppl.. i saw the time wrongly..
morning did some series of stations until 1pm..
1. building a square within a square (all blind folded) --
the 1st one was ermm quite tough but also quite easy la..
we carried pillars of dunno how heavy (but its damn damn heavy, need 2 person to carry on shoulder) up to a hill
but i think we lost to the other team as our outer square is quite deformed.
hahah.. we did our best!
2. orienteering--
orienteering was kinda sucky..
theres no route up the hill and we spent a lot a lot of time navigating.
3. dragon boating--
think we did quite well..
1lap we only took 1min 45s..
best timing at tt time..
4. gun placer--
gun placer was fun.. and we've got all the holes! ^^
5. maze--
maze was kinda stupid eh..
its v v dark inside
cnt see anyth at all
and we're supposed to read the letters on some wooden board found inside
using our hands!
sound fun but its not la..
after we've passed abt half of the maze,
i realised im wearing a watch!!!
=.=
so we got everyth correct from where i realised tt..
6. rockwall climbing--
bird is really bird man!!!
he flew up in abt less than 10s
o.O
hahah..
i sucks at rock climbing!!
gna reach tt time my left hand no strength at all sia..
but well, i got reach the top la..
at 1pm we reach back at the starting point of the afternoon activity..
we arent the first to finish the 6 activities in the morning,
but we are the first to get the envelop with clues!
know why?
cos we got back at abt 1pm!
and other teams were resting at the shelter abt 100m away..
LOL..
so we set off first..
followed closely behind was hwa chong/ngh
first we went to spice garden to look for 10 diff plants' names
we did more than 10 when we realised tt we dn need it to be more than 10..
=.=
we hurried get off and get the clue for second check point at the basketball court.
hwa chong/ngh is behind us!!! RAR!!!
well, we need to cycle to OBS!!
its like 132456789 km away la!!!!
but we were leading!!
muahaha..
there was this filming crew on a van following us la..
damn irritating..
the road so narrow..
they still wanna go pass us to take photos..
blocked our way.. =.=
but we arrived as the 1st team!!
next is dragon boating back to singapore main island from ubin!!!
RAAAAAARRRRRRRRR!!!!
its damn far!!!
our destination is at yishun!!!
we kept rowing and rowing..
for 1hr+..
its not kayaking leh.. kayak is much easier..
after reaching, we still hav to make our way to lower seletar park!!
we felt much btr actually..
walked quite fast..
cos we arent dragon boating there!!!
however, we got 3rd..
with hwa chong and raffles a head of us..
of cos.. raffles was first..
and we camped there..
it was a tiring day..
we rested at 10+ which is like damn early..
third day--
woke up at 5!
today is much btr..
first up, it is rafting..
we were given 2 double kayaks, 4 ropes, 2 poles and 4 paddles..
so we put the kayaks side by side with a little gap in between.
me and chun kit moved our raft into the water of seletar park..
its damn disgusting..
zzz
well, our kayak is fulled of water when everyone and their bags got into it.
but it didnt sink!
tts is enough. haha..
so we paddled 1.5km to the other side.
as it is v v cramp.. with huge bags and 8 ppl on 2 kayaks..
we put our legs in water at first
but we realised with our foot in water actually increase water resistance!!
so everyone tucked in their legs..
hmmm.. we applied our physics principle!!!
dr boon shld be quite proud of us..
okay lame..
we caught up 3 teams i think..
muahahahha...
we still sang kiss goodbye la..
imagine how fast our kayak goes.. xD
after kayaking straight away was full day orienteering ard singapore on foot
our shoes were soaking wet la..
so yea.. our skin turned damn soft..
a lot of us got blisters and hurt our foot..
we tried to get the water catchment area the points..
but we cnt get through the dirt path..
we tried and tried.. but still cnt..
wasted abt half an hour.. or more..
so we turned out of the place.. and look for more check points at the urban areas..
ohya.. btw, i hate lentours or watever area..
so confusing la roads..
then we also passed by areas ard bukit timah..
the houses there damn big la..
rich ppl..
so demoralising..
we reached botanic garden at abt 3.15 with hwa chong also!!!
cos we know we need to rest..
had been walking since 8+
and many of our foot is badly hurt..
4pm was the start of stage 3.
all the teams went there la.. although its optional..
then at 4.45, we heard the final event was 5km run..
all the teams were like.. "OMG"
=.=
its like taking all our lives la..
but it was a scam..
hmmm.. so we walked back to CCAB tgt one team following the other with the staff leading us..
reach at 5+.. and did a grand showcasing of teams before starting the last event in front of everyone.
its really very fun la..
1. we hav to run 400m
2. hav to get diff items at diff parts of CCAB
-- things include: a chopstick, a PVC pipe with many holes, a ball, a bucket
with holes also and a cap for the pipe
the task is simple. we hav to fill up the pipe with holes with water using tt bucket with holes.
wat happens when the pipe is filled with water?
wat ball comes out! woot..
then use the chopstick and to place the ball in the cup.
the first team to do so wins.
so we ran 400m tgt.. and we got really v v high..
cos we were leading
after gotten everyth, me, wenxin, bird, chun kit and xiquan covered all the holes with our fingers..
if not enough then used tongue or cheek or watever to cover..
the sheena and fang ying incharge of pouring water..
it was v tiring just to keep all the holes covered..
we were like
"hey!! bird!!! yr finger!!! leaking leaking leaking!!!!"
"where!!!"
"there!!!!"
"which finger!!!!!!!!!"
hahaha.. its v fun..
anyway, we were the first to finish..
to get the ball out and so on..
or put it another way...
we were the only team tt finished..
and we did in in an amazing timing..
we started at abt 5.
given until 6, we finished at 5.30..
while other teams still struggling..
^^
"GODS OF WATER!!!"
hmmm.. but soon the water from the big container was gone..
so none of the team finished.. i think..
everyone was so despo..
taking water bottles from bags to pour..
dashing to water points to fill water..
and supporters got down from where they are supposed to sit to help
its really a moment tt is so rare..
everyone is helping one another..
but anyway, we stood there and watched..
tts why im able to tell u wta happened..
but of cos, we tried to help other teams too. =]
hilary challenge is really not abt comptition..
cos through out the whole thing..
all the teams helped each other..
and everyone was v friendly..
other teams cheered other teams on..
hahha.. its really v enjoyable..
although its tough.
and soon after the last event,
the moment everyone is waiting for finally arrives..
prize giving..
there goes the emcee
" in third place.. we hav team B! hwa chong insituition and nan yang girls high!"
so i thought second will be hwa chong team A and first is raffles..
emcee goes on..
"in the second place.. we hav team K!!"
at tt moment i thought who is team K.. then we heard..
"anglican high school!!!"
we were like all went mad la..
bird kenna stun tio..
so do everyone else..
we nvr expected we gettin into top 3 sia...
and of cos.. beating hwa chong and nan yang girls
muahahah..
"they are pure ownage"
"we are TOTAL OWNAGE" ^^
but well, they did v v well.. if not for they lacked of one member,
i think they got first..
haha..
quote for the whole camp!
"you can do it~~~!" by chin man, our safety officer who followed us through the whole camp.
"we DID it~!"
its really enjoyable.. =]
team anglican eagles.
Labels: hilary challenge
i just ate roasted rabbit
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
oral 11:00 PM
tml its my chinese oral..
GG
ohya.. saw hannah the other day..
so long nvr see her liao..
hello..
im dead tml.
i just ate roasted rabbit
