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Sunday, September 30, 2007
3:20 PM
watever la..
when u first come back is to blog
how nice of u..

study from 9 to eveing?
bullshit la

i from ytd night kept refreshing on blogger
thought u will post sth like "wat happen to your phone"
had fun ytd right..
then u go study yrself

bye



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2:22 PM
great..
my hp and hse phone are all spoilt
continue studying with yr friend lor..
who am i anyway



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3:00 AM
fuck u la..
u rather go study with yr friends and stay overnight there..
"i cnt study with u"
fuck it..
u suck

yea.. u so busy..
or mayb u having damn lot of fun there..
fuck..


im just invisible



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Saturday, September 29, 2007
worthless 4:07 PM
today had english oral..
was taken by ms tan huey jy..
yup..
was quite okay bah.. except for the passage..
i dn talk very well normally anyway

why did i even bothered to wait for u..
when i can go hav lunch with my friends..
but i waved gdbye to them..

jon tan came down
"wai, waiting for sheena ar?"
eugene came down
"yo look who is here. waiting for sheena?"
sijing came down
"waiting for sheena? ..... bye.."

all your friends came down..
i wondered where were u..
u came from canteen and joined your friends
u talked.. u laughed..

i was just invisible..
not even in existance.. to you..

why did i wait for u for an hour plus..
i left miserably..
i turned back like every other step..
to see if u were after me...
all i see is air..

i was supposed to head home..
but i thought abt lunch.. then thought whether u got money or not..
i bought a waffle.. thought can share..
headed to the 17 bus stop..
sigh..
u were still not after me..

i saw u after i reach the bus stop..
u went to the bus stop.. tt mean.. u were not in any intention of goin after me..
i left the waffle on the bench..
and walked away..
and ran..

im not needed anyway..
u rather pei yr friends..
why did i wait for u..
u knew i was waiting for u alone..
u saw me at the concourse alone..
u saw me ran away..
but u nvr chase..


"pls dont do anyth else for me.." u said





im losing

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Friday, September 28, 2007
shit 11:19 PM
yea.. wat i all did is just SHIT
FUCK IT
ITS SHIT
FUCK

WHAT FOR I SAVED SO MUCH MONEY TO SPEND IT WITH YOU
WHAT FOR???
2 RECESS COMBINED AS 1
WHAT FOR???
KNOW WHY I ORDER SO MUCH FOOD AT LOWEST COST?
YOU THINK I VERY RICH?
I HAVE TO SAVE FOR ANYTHING TT YOU WANT LA

yea.. im not like u..
im not as rich as u


FUCK



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FUCK IT, 9:08 PM
u suck la..
wtf..

"i hav no more faith"
"i dn think this relationship can work out"
"u dn think so meh?"

fuck la..
can think before u ask these or not
wat the fuck
its damn hurting la
fuck
ITS GOD DAMN HURT

then after a while i ask
"so u want to break la"
she replied
"i nvr say such stuffs wat, think watever way u want lor"

FUCK LA

do things w/o using brain
yea..
friends so important to u right
go CR..
go out with them even more than us.

u nvr think la..
wat u think is: im going out. u cnt stop me. u either accept it or..
no. theres no either
u MUST accept it on your own
u wnt like try to make up or sth
u will say u did tried. how?
BY FUCKING ASK ME WAT TO DO??

GOD DAMN IT LA
FUCK IT
SCREW IT
IM GOING MAD ANYWAY
FUCK ALL YOUR FRIENDS WHO LOOK AT MY BLOG




SHEENA IS NOT SHEENA
I DONT LIKE THE 'SHEENA' NOW



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Thursday, September 27, 2007
hillary challenge` 07 11:38 PM
haha..
found the links for the photos.. FINALLY!!
woootsss
*there are a lot photos of our sch more than other teams*
thanks to the camera man!! =D
all the hardship and fun
click here!

^^



precious memories indeed..
tt night
& all



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how nice.. 11:20 PM
wtf la..
how nice of u..
always been going back yr words..

yea.. today i started calling since 8.45 i reached sch..
borrowed shengchao's, nelson's hp to call..
call until 10+
u didnt ans..

i even called jem to asked if u actually in sch today..
thought sth happened to u on the way to sch..
but u switched off yr hp..

and after you finally ans the phone..
u showed attitude..

during 2nd recess
saw you down there with yr friends like nth to eat but super hungry..
i left my accompanies there and..
i asked if u wanna eat..
and i treated u..

why do i even hav to do these?
call.. tio dao.. and showed attitude..
even after tt, i cared tt you are hungry..

everyth it does not..



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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
11:52 PM
i know u are tryin to take advantage of this situation.. honestly
at least a bit

so dn come and tell me say no?

u wanted to go CR
now yr mom forced you to go CR
arent you happy enough
******* GOD is on yr side

there is a way..
its not like theres no way.
u just dn wanna do it..
yea.. u just wanna go CR with yr friends
after all they are more important



yea.. after all..
i did so much.. its just no use
happy 8th?
bullshit



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fucked up computer 11:42 PM
screw my comp..
dunno wats wrong with it..
bloody hell..
i hav to switch to safe mode to use my comp
=.=

when its run normally,
the dumb bar at the bottom just dn respond
then ltr, the whole screen also dn respond..
zzzzzzzzzz
damn it..

dumb safe mode..
dumb comp





dumb life
dumb decision



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zzzzzzz 11:39 PM
she just sucks..
say wanna spend more time with me?
LOL

bullshit

only can say, cnt do..
how nice..



wtf



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bad feeling..... 6:31 PM
hmm i hav a bad feeling tt i will not do well for eoy..
sigh..

today was as usual..
nth much happened..
=//

after sch, was studyin for ting xie with ben and nelson
then leonard, jingfeng, leon tan, leon lim, shengchao and gerald came.
=OOO
hahha.. then leonard showed us some SUPPPPERRRR DUPPPPERRRRR BLOOOOODDYYYYYY GROSS video on some illegal disection of human body..
=.=
super disgusting
they just cut the body up, dig out all the organs, pull off the skin like nobody's business
wth...

then we talked abt the recent physic test..
the stupid mirror question..
the arguement between INFINITE & TWO images formed
then ben tan said...
"i see u , u see me , i see, u see, i see u"
LOL..
dumb bangly..





sigh..



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Monday, September 24, 2007
Gay 12:56 AM
i hate sheng chao
i hate sheng chao!!!

i want him to make for me baby....



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finally 12:41 AM
showing appreciation to ppl who cared.. haha.. thanks.. ^^

sheauyun; hmm.. dn lie okay!! intro yr tt suitor muahaha.. yea.. i will..

xueyin; woahh.. when did u become so knowledgeable? hahaha.. dn laz-y ard like last time =x

gerald; yo duck! haha.. who were u sms tt day arhh

zw; heyy when u mastered it, teach me!! i wanna learn.. ^^

stefan; hahha.. bet u two are okay alrdy la.. tong!!

leonard; hhaha thanks a lot bro..

eugene; megalicious!! =x hha i understand

niece; =/ why u address me as tomato.. ._. hmm giv me the glue!! hahah..

amanda; yupp.. i will =]

yiyang; u are one big crap. but thanks.. hahha.. lets exchange part one day..





"i will not be going changrai"
"im talking to a person who is giving in, so i shld giv in"

of cos u too.. i appreciate it a lot.. ♥
ardorele
^^



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Sunday, September 23, 2007
3:23 PM
supposingly studying now
just no mood, i guess

sigh..



i dn even why i cry after i sent
'i try to understand k? sry'



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Saturday, September 22, 2007
2:02 AM
fuck off



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Thursday, September 20, 2007
wishes.. 9:25 PM
today had amaths test..
im gonna fail for it..
also had physic spa..
im so retard that i drew my y-intercept but i didnt write the value down..
clever me..
zz

sigh..
im damn tired of quarrel..
you always hav your friends with u..

i rmb i still hav 3 wishes..
1. pls dn go..
2. pls dn go..
3. pls dn go..

sigh.. tts nt gonna come true anyway..
hav fun..
bye.



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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
life is cruel 9:28 PM
today dunno why..
slpt in emaths lesson..
sry mr koh..
he kept asking me to do.. but i just no mood..
and i was too tired..
i actually teared in class..

assembly was totally crap..
i dn even know what the proposition team was saying at all..
tts the most crap..
a debator cnt even get his points across properly..
well, they do made some jokes..
"if u wanna watch school debate, dn watch ahs"

had part b pds selection today..
hmm.. few of them actually cried.. =O
but we can only hav 16 of them in pds..
hope all of u understand..
pds doesnt mean anyth..
but as u can see, all high posts de ppl all from pds..
well.. mayb pds require a lot of commitment..

after pds went back alone..
was freaking hungry and depressed..
went 85 to eat alone..
and went home..

the journey back was so.... i dunno how to express this..
didnt walk the usual path..
but instead walked all the way to the park de bus stop..
walked thru the park..
memories just flow back like tt..

when i asked myself why..
my tears rolled down..
tears just rolled as i made my journey back home




why must she goes back her words..
why must she do this..



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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i dn understand this 8:31 PM
just speaking a matter of fact..
whenever sth happen in a relationship..
girls always see that its the guy's fault..
wei hua, eugene..
life example..
and they became the most hated guys in the level..

are girls blind?
what kind of mentality is this..
screw this.

have been waiting for my phone to vibrate since morning..
checking like almost whenever im free..
well..

sigh..



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Monday, September 17, 2007
10:34 PM
she sucks
i hate her to the core



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9:56 PM
just got a little btr ytd..
best la today.. zz

fellatio?
tts what u were talking to the guys in yr class?
wow...
how nice of u..

u alrdy said b4 u wnt go
u said "i wnt go alrdy. so stop talkin abt it."
u wnt go?

then wat are u doin now..

i alrdy asked u nicely.
u kept givning excuses.
keep 得寸进尺..
i hate u..

u just cnt keep yr words

u want to go, u go.
stop asking me.
u alrdy know my ans few mths ago.
and u alrdy gav me yr decision few mths ago.
just tt u dn keep yr words.

who am i to u right?
i cnt do a shit.
i arent even slightly of importance.

damn u.

u got think of me meh?
yea.. u away for 10days
i stare at the air for 10days
u go happy with friends.
im accompanied with 4walls

go hav fun in yr 'indiviual space'

u suck.
me: "lets end this"
her: "do as u wish"

nice.. u really rather end this than not going..



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Sunday, September 16, 2007
fuck my life. 5:23 PM
why do i hav such a girlfriend..

ytd was so sucky..
yea.. go movie with friends..
then say thought of askin me to go..
did u call??
if u really want me to go..

u said u dn wanna see me hurt anymore..
but wat u just did..

how hurtful.

thought u were shoppin with mom so cnt reply..
when yr movie ended, u dn even tell me..
but u were down there happy with friends..
dn even reply my msg..
yea.. yr friends were so important..

when u finally reply, u ask me go slp..
i waited for yr msg..
not ask me go slp..

when will u start understanding me..
u nvr did..

ytd night i cried once again..
so much like a cry baby..
so long.. so hard..
even harder than the other day..

i was really crazy tt time.. perhaps im goin crazy..
i threw my handphone, hse phone hard on the floor..
i grabbed my spinning head..
so much for tt headache..
there was so much things goin through my mind..
those memories were killing me..

i felt so pain in my heart..
i was crazy..

for a moment tt time, i thought of just rushin out of the damn house..
and jump down..
i was in so much pain..
this damn life..
this damn world..
it was so lonely in my room..

the thing you said in sms was
"sry.. i dunno what to say.. urgh.. nvm bye.. slp early cos yr mom is coming back.."

there arent anyone for me.. yet i cried so fucking hard..
so much..
dn tell me go slp.. i want sth else..

i want u to be there.. but well..
sigh..

thought playing "xiao yu xie li ke bai II" can make me a little btr..
but it made me worse..
i cried even harder..
recalling those memories.. made me so pain..
almost an hour..
even when my mom come back home..

i didnt know what time i fell aslp..
crying myself to slp.. sigh..

i woke up..
thought i was btr.. but the tears still coming down..

no one cares abt me.. not u.. not even my mom..
tts so hard..
my mom only keep throwing questions like
"are u goin to pay for a new phone"
"u think u great now ar? not hapy dn throw my hse phone la. u throw yr own handphone i wont scold u. why dn throw yr comp? then i dn nid to pay monthly"
she only cares abt money..

she asked tt girl to eat..
even take food for her..
but none to me..
she asked.. but "u btr come eat now. dn make me whack u"
how nice..
how.. nice..

no one cares..
im damn lonely..

but well.. no one cares like i said..

i dn wanna think abt anyth now..
heck care abt studying..
cos nth go inside anyway..
thinking abt the past only make me cry again..


"why.. why do i still.. love her.. "but i love her..
she dn even cares abt me now.. i just want u to understand me..
"waiwai is crying.. "
"waiwai heart.. is broken "

"but sheena, my love, has nvr understand waiwai" i didnt sent this.. cos i hav no more strength to type..


im goin crazy alrdy..



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1:39 PM
i thought after i woke up.. i will be better..
but why am i still crying..

Now playing: Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi - Xiao Yu Xie Li Ke Bai II



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Saturday, September 15, 2007
life 10:28 PM
hmm.. i think i like senna..
=/

some damn crappy phrases:

shengchao:
Do everything must 饮水思源!Trees die because of your ass leh!

ben tan:
insects flying around and i will be jumpin here and there

wymer:
when u wkae up, u must shout happily "wheee~ IM NOT DEAD!"

hahaha.. damn lame lor.. then today went airport to study.
we laughed until siao la.. xD
dumb sb..

sigh.. no mood to blog at all actually..
zz

do wat u want..
full stop or comma..
up to u..
im always alone anyway..

go hav yr fun tml..
sayonara..

nobody knows who i really am, mayb they just dn give a damn..
even u..
sigh.



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Thursday, September 13, 2007
memories of nobody.. 1:10 AM
watched memories of nobody today..
senna..

hahha..
why life isnt just a fantasy



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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
senior spec course 8:10 PM
woot.. im back from senior spec course..
or mayb i will term it junior spec course. ._.
shall elaborate it further..
hmmmm...

1st day
just entered camp de gate..
there u see clt hadi shouting and screaming
wat an ass..
hmmm so we got scolded also..
then for the next 1 hr we did admin stuff..
hq is ****ing slow...

the rest of the day was pure lessons...
sian...

2nd day
mutual!!!
whole day mutual!! rar..
lame shit..
stood almost the whole day sia..
how nice is hq..
felt like leg gna break

at night thought can slp early.
but the stupid I/Cs dn even know how to report strength
wtf
report and report and report again..
diam, undiam, diam, undiam..
zzzz
stood down there like morons for an hour+

hate hq.. report strength also cork up..

3rd day/last day/home sweet home!
kns..
morning was sai gang..
clean bunks..
then suddenly i got dragged out?
then the clt say the sea clt didnt mark us fairly so retake mutual
wtf...
=.=

sea so cork up la..
east was much more fun..

ltr was graduation ceremony..
damn sai la..
dunon how they choose award winners..
best in footdrills --> march w/o lockin arm
then they also dunno how to salute to officers.. =.=
still got somemore.. but forgotten..

well, i've got my staff sgt rank!
haha.. ^^

okay! i just got back from kayat's hse after finishing making latern..
i made a spongebob one..
look a bit sucky.. but well, im first timer!!
gna post the pic some other time.. haha..


sigh.. im just feel so lonely..

now playing: The Click Five - Jenny



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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
let say 11:29 AM
hmm i shall hav a normal post for once..
hahah..
so long ago since i last had a normal post..
=/ hmmm..

lots of photos today!! hha
let them do all the speaking!

crap student's camp form by BEN TAN!!




sotong! haha


goatyyyyyy~


the hilary girls! ^^


my part B! =]


*love wei hua*


baby de baby and wai leong leong =x


my wife!! rifle o7


part B BBQ in sch..


yc's dumb crap


wat a joker right??? xD


LOL.. LOOK AT THIS!!
crap ben tan sent an army of chicken(carrier) to enemy's base
holy shit.. hhaha.. i laugh until buay da han..


the infamous holy crap - BEN TAN!! (look at his hand)



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Saturday, September 01, 2007
4:01 PM
u say break again..

im crying
shut me off..
bye..

say gdbye to all those promises..



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she.. 3:42 PM
back to emo again..
sigh..
no one to talk to except the 4 walls..
i was nvr like tt in the past

love..
what it means to me..

well, i dn like gettin touchy although its what normal couples nowadays do..
and u like it..
i dn hold ur hands doesnt mean i dn love u
but u think it tt way..

love doesnt mean talking sweet stuff
and make u feel like honey
to me

but these are what u like..

w/o understanding between 2 ppl,
how would u love..
when every other moment u are doing things tt piss each other off..
but this is what u dont agree and u cnt understand

in yr mind love is just...
sweet stuffs..
touchy mayb..
understanding each other is just secondary to u..
not even important mayb..

i dont know.

i just wanna be alone now..
& u dont even understand..

how sad is it when yr love one dn understand u
when u thought
she do

the days are shaking..



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so little ppl! 1:47 AM
hmmm.. today was last day of sch! ^^
got back result slip..
L1R5 = 15
zzz
if my maths get a1, i could get 11
wat a great diff
can someone teach me maths???

and do u believe it? i failed my eng!!
wheee~~
thanks to PAT WONG
first time failing my eng..

went back to ynps after having bio test..
it was quite easy la..
hahaha..
hmm..

there was so little ppl over there at ynps la..
(as in, my class de ppl)
3boys and 8 girls?
jiaqi's class was no btr..
haha..
getting lesser ppl as the yr goes on..

sigh..

well, didnt do much down there
had lunch with liyan and sheau yun
cos other ppl all go home alrdy..
RAR!!
then we went to find mr low..
he looks older!! so long nvr see him alrdy..
hahaa..

when is the last time im really happy..



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I love rabbit and i wanna roast it & eat it yumyum

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