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Thursday, January 31, 2008

Mr Chua's Farewell. 8:06 PM

okay! yesterday was very fun. haha. it was Mr Chua's farewell or u can call him CCP or 菜头. =D and during F.T.I, ms poh asked me out for talk. LOL. i was shocked. ms poh always up to no good as u all know. but its just a talk to know more about us as an individual la. yupp! so ppl, its gonna be your turn sooner or later!

so after assembly, we prepared for 菜头 de farewell. did a few rounds of rehersal. actually its only one time. but round up la. xD part a as usual late. they are never punctual. gonna screw them soon.

so everything started off at around 5.45-7pm+ inclusive of dinner time. haha. had some speech and performances done by part b, part c and of course, part D! owell, everyone did a good job la. especially part c. love their ultraman dance and "pole dance"! after i got the video, i shall post them. so ppl pls wait. u shall see how 菜头is paiseh. hehe. =x

btw, we didnt do anything to 菜头, but we stripped stefan to underwear inside the store. LOL. being raped by a bunch of guys is not very nice i think. xD

anyway, today went simpang to have breakfast with nelson, kayat and bentan. haha. had a bomb, plain and milo. damn full la. until 12.30 also still full. ._.

ohya! the first thing i saw when i reached school today was these. RAR!!

great work done by some i-dno-who-ppl. =O
okay now is pic time! let them tell u wat happened!

jianghao's wonderful racket by MANGO!

my wonderful part A

pretty sky =]

old school style!

slim down pls! xD

i just ate roasted rabbit

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Emo 12:25 AM

done and over.

i dont know why it hurts so much, even though it happened so many times. maybe its real this time.

Babyface - Mad ,Sexy, Cool
baby, oh yeah
baby, oh yeah

You don't ever bring no drama to the game
and my drama don't be scaring you away
you dont ever talk to much
exactly just enough
you know how and when and where and what to say

it aint like i gotta tell you your so fine (your so fine)
you been gettin complements since you was nine (damn)
its like your perfect (...)
a diamond in the rough
I knows you give me nothin else but love (love)

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
how does someone turn into you girl
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you dont ever change
be consistantly that way
your a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you that way
baby, oohhhhh

you be ruling with a certain shade of cool (shade of cool)
i dont know no body half as fresh as you
i be checkin your behaviour
oh baby you got so much flavour
sometimes i wanna call you juicy fruit (juicy)

it aint like i gotta tell you your a star (your a star)
you be shining and be sparkling in the dark
girl you so perfect (...)
you my dimond in the rough
i know you give me nothin else but love

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
how does someone turn into you girl
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you dont ever change
be consistantly that way
your a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you the same

(baby) how does someone
so beautiful
so approachable
none so adourable
(baby) guess your my kinda wonderful
my dream come true

You are such a mad sexy cool girl (sexy cool girl)
how does someone turn into you girl (into you girl)
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you dont ever change
be consistantly that way
your a mad sexy cool girl

You are such a mad sexy cool girl (ohh baby yes you are)
how does someone turn into you girl (turn into you)
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play (ooohh)
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you dont ever change (never change)
be consistantly that way
your a mad sexy cool girl
(Your a mad sexy cool girl)

baby *fade out*
how does someone turn into you girl
how do you explain
what you do
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same

this feeling sucks.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Monday, January 28, 2008

boring life. 6:54 PM

was surfing ard cos its so boring despite having chem test tml. =x supposed to be studying. haha. owell, found this on dawn yang's blog.

here it goes:

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

i just ate roasted rabbit

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Part B PS -no more- 7:15 PM

owell. yesterday was the official last day that i am taking Part Bravo 07/Part Charlie 08 haha. hmm. im kinda sad and touched la. but of cos! im not that sad. (i knew im going to Part A since like NOV? had gotten so much time to cool down. haha. but still, im sad la. im not a piece of stone. i have got feeling. =]

so for the last time, i stood infront of Part Charlie during the last parade. had U.I, drills, changing parade, P.T. yupp! quite memoriable la! actually, i have nothing much to say to them. im not a talkative person, nor im good at expressing myself. but shengchao forced me to talk. ._.

so i talked for awhile. haha. they sang "bunny" song and said "i love you" to me! =O quite touched by that la. cos i nvr expected them to do anything for me. LOL! I LOVE YOU ALL TOO! =]

some of them still sent sms to me to tell me that they love me. xD paiseh for those ppl that i didnt know what their numbers were. but really appreciated. =]

then me, zhengwei and shengchao took 2 Part Bravo 07/Charlie 08 PS photo. haha. really nice. =] nice working with both of you for the past half a year. owell, goodluck to both of u bah. dn show mercy. just screw them if their standard sucks. LOL. xD

Platoon Sergeants of Part Bravo 07/Charlie 08: S C HO, Z W LIM, W W SHEA

im proud of ncc today, let ncc be proud of me tml.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Thursday, January 10, 2008

just stab my heart. 11:07 PM

Today kayat was emo-ing in class during second recess. his ears was stuck with two pieces of sai. haha. I took a piece and stuck it in my ear and sat next to him. The playlist shows “青花瓷”. At first was actually wanting to cheer him up, but listening to that sound just make myself emo.

Sigh. I just miss her so much after listening to that song. Its not like we listened to it together before or what. But it just reached deep into my heart.

I reach home and just tear again. I don’t know why. I thought I have already got over that feeling. Sigh. I guess I really miss you. So much. Sigh. Sometime I just feel so unneeded. She just doesn’t need me.

I have already listened to that song for at least a hundred times now. That feeling just sucks. It sinks into you and hurts your soul, mind and heart.

I miss her..
Seriously.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

hmmmmm 12:01 AM

wanna blog but dont know what to blog. how pathetic.

helped her did her work when she asked. but she just cant give in for a single shit. why did i do that zuowen for her. why did i accept it so fast. i didnt even think much when she asked. and yet, thats what i get.

i could have used the time to read finish my two siao nian wen zai. owell, ya, like u have said, its me who agreed.

sigh. im dumb? or sth?

怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你

我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见

i just ate roasted rabbit

Sunday, January 06, 2008

dots 2:02 PM

just another shit day for me

i just ate roasted rabbit

Saturday, January 05, 2008

( ) 3:26 PM

i think i need to keep myself occupied. keep my mind occupied. sigh. talking to her, i will just cry. ya. emo whole day. sigh.

everyone just hates me, i guess. just a loser, sucker.
tears just drop like no tml.

i just ate roasted rabbit

orientation 1:14 AM

its orientation today. so just the normal stuffs. our performance is great this year. but one of the bayonet ppl got injuried and his hand was bleeding after the first performance. so i brought him to wash, clean and bandage his wound. its the medic's job but owell, i called for medic but i guess everyone is just so engrossed in the pds performance then. so i didnt manage to watch the first performance by pt and pds. anyway, he said thankyou. so i thought he was nice although i told him not to thank me.

everyone put in hardship in training, so thankyou all who took part in, whether you are instructers, PDS, PT, bayonet or LOBO. great job everyone.

just being sad and moody the whole day. from walking to school in the morning till now typing this shit. moreover i have gotten some serious headache after the rain. felt dizzy and pain. sigh. worst day ever. worst combination.

today i actually stunned for a few mins when i dinner with them. i didnt realise tt sia. until shengchao starts waving at me. guess i was super emo or something.

sigh. but so what. felt dizzy, pain, sad, moody whatever. she also just cant be bothered to care. she is just happy about it. i dont know.

really damn moody. zz.
sigh.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Friday, January 04, 2008

i hate that fucking ***** 12:29 AM

***** you can go fuck yourself. thanks a lot. appreciated. wtf.
心事有谁知？nice zuo wen tittle.
friends? lol. i dont believe in that now.

this world is just full of backstabbers. wonderful world? screw it.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Thursday, January 03, 2008

you can just 11:40 PM

yaya, your character can never change. do what you like. no one can stop u what. its not like you care to listen anyway. so its just another shit day although the return home was sweet.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

2008 9:55 PM

Went to school listened to junk hahahahahahaha andthen had training.

waited like an idiot and she just ignored me.................................

but everything was fine hahahaa :)

i wont use such words anymore im really really sorry :(

but still ah, haix!

but im glad we're fine right now ^^

time to go do homework....................................................

byebyebye earth.

i just ate roasted rabbit

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

sigh.... 2:49 PM

i really no mood for anything already. wanted to do my hw. but oh well, heck bah. just feeling inferior and she say she felt tied down. friends. once again. it really hurts. sigh. maybe its just a mistake to tell her my feelings. it always end up like that. misunderstanding. she just wont give more concern. i really feel im nothing. anything i do wrong will just end up with a break up from her.

im back to like months before. emo shit. sigh.
i hate myself.

i just ate roasted rabbit

damn sian sia.. 2:11 PM

you have got so many guys friends + your girls friends. im just one of them bah. owell. yr guys friends + girls friends can keep you occupy enough. am i really needed.

sigh. no mood for anything now.

i just ate roasted rabbit

screwed up life screwed up single everything 3:54 AM

christmas was just a phrase of bullshit. everything just sucks. a waste of everything.

yea. you have got everything in the perfect stubborn way that you want already. arent you happy? you dont even do a single shit for me now? everything is you, you and you. all is about your feeling. cool? lol.

new year is just another crap. damn sian.

im trying so freaking hard to stay positive. cos you will never give in. not even simple things. but your damn attitude is just so unbearable. just change it for god sake. no one gonna tell you what is right or wrong or object anything. you make the call. you are the one who decide everything. im just a loser who follow through.

only in this way, you will be happy.

waiwai. wake up yr bloody idea. you are in reality for god sake. stop your fucking christmas dreams. or whatsoever. she care? oh she does. of cos, i cant deny that she does. but its just putting herself infront of everything. most importantly, if possible, i dont speak a shit.

everything just seem so crap to me. so what u make sacrifice? i really hope she see it. and do something about it.

i really hope.
but does hope actually exist in reality?

i just ate roasted rabbit