Thursday, January 10, 2008
just stab my heart. 11:07 PM
Today kayat was emo-ing in class during second recess. his ears was stuck with two pieces of sai. haha. I took a piece and stuck it in my ear and sat next to him. The playlist shows “青花瓷”. At first was actually wanting to cheer him up, but listening to that sound just make myself emo.
Sigh. I just miss her so much after listening to that song. Its not like we listened to it together before or what. But it just reached deep into my heart.
I reach home and just tear again. I don’t know why. I thought I have already got over that feeling. Sigh. I guess I really miss you. So much. Sigh. Sometime I just feel so unneeded. She just doesn’t need me.
I have already listened to that song for at least a hundred times now. That feeling just sucks. It sinks into you and hurts your soul, mind and heart.
I miss her..
Seriously.
i just ate roasted rabbit