Sunday, December 16, 2007
7th day 11:16 PM
its the 7th day already. haha. its really fast isnt it? =]
didnt touch homework once again. watched some anime on crunchyroll then its manga again. haha. i've finally finished off the manga! owell, the ending was erm.. quite okay la. just that its not what i would have been expecting. haha. really nice. i think its abit similar to my life. so once again, self-reflection again! =P
however, there is one thing i dont understand. whenever i listen to the song che.r.ry, it just remind me of that manga.
that day which i tonned overnight in school with shengchao, he asked me, "what is your ambition?" i didnt know how to answer him. i guess i dont really have a goal in life. i just want to excel in the things that i do. but the problem is, what is it that i want to excel on? he told me he wants to be a pilot. i thought of being one, but i think i will just end up with some silly mistakes and causing everyone on board to die with me. haha. how pathetic.
but then sometime things arent just gonna go your way. its good to set a goal/ambition. the world just arent fair. however hard you are excelling in that particular road, reality will just bring you to another road - a totally different one. and this is what people call it "life".
i just want to lead a carefree life. this is known as "fantasy".
complications will just make your life miserable. but too bad its not possible and this is what people called "reality".
sometime people just drift too far away from reality into their fantasy land. where everything is just like they wished/planned/wanted. how naive. but guess what. im one of them. i dont understand why the world has become like that. haha. maybe i shouldnt have exitsed in this world. =O joking.
anyway, still coping well eh? should be mixing around quite closely already huh? haha. glad that you are! ^^ sea expedition ftw! haha.
i think i changed quite a lot. =/ hmm.4 days left
i just ate roasted rabbit
