Thursday, November 29, 2007
its alrdy lost.. her feeling 10:32 PM
what the hell am i doing..
is it worth to do so much for her..
when she is sick.. waited whole night for her call..
when she had a super bad stomachache.. you tried to be there with her every moment to check if she is okay..
when even she just got a slight fever.. you were like her mum or what.. worried..
when she says she has no money.. paid for her meal..
and so on..
so what..but does she really appreciate.. i dunno..
she doesnt show care at all when im drench
how i wish im sick now..
just the slightest bit of care will do..
but from what is happening.. she dont..
she is so
on & off..day before we were super fine..
today somehow she just so dao..
whether in msn or sms..
today went for movie with part C..
'fred claus' was the tittle if i didnt rmb wrongly..
it was abt christmas and of cos santa claus..
& it reminded me abt last christmas..
this christmas..
i guess gotta be quite lonely.. haha..
you could have waited for me..
its just 5mins..
but you chose to go home..
tts sad..
i dunno..
seeing you treating me this way..
just makes me go back to the days whereby you just came back from chiangmai..
this sucks..
emo. sad. confused. whatever.
me- 'i wont let go unless you let go'
her- 'same here'
she has alrdy let go.. why cnt you let go..
screw you, waiwai.
i just ate roasted rabbit
