Tuesday, July 31, 2007
none.. 8:33 PM
sat was terrible.. sat was great..
sun was terrible.. sun was excellent..
mon was terrible.. mon was great..
sat, sun was so memorable..
cooked dinner..
did so many things..
so many many things..
was so happy..
but still..
haiz.
not one day is perfect..
not a single day..
u say u're tired..
i think im more tired..
dunno..
either way.. we are both tired..
but wat if its really end..
i dunno..
i cnt even restand myself not to msg u for a few hr..
zz..
god damn it..
we are nt okay k?
so stop mentioning b4 me abt relationship..
wat i can do is fake a smile..
i hate tt..
i hate fakes..
pls dn lie to me..
mr tan told me(one day): guys tend to keep things to himself. girls find it easier to talk to someone. if not, they can cry out, which will make them feel btr..
who can i say things to..
wat can i do?
cry? obviously no.
theres so much inside.. i just feel strained..
feeling sian all the time..
its like last yr..
askin myself
"wat i am here for"
"do i hav any use?"
i just feel like using my old pm..
nobody knows who i really am.. mayb they just dn giv a damn..
sry just being v emo..v sad.. i know u are too..well, im sry anyway..' tgt '
how long can it stand....
sigh..
i just ate roasted rabbit
