Thursday, May 17, 2007
12:49 AM
i played so hard for nth..
wat i get is a deep depression..
and some gossip at the back..
thanks for the gossip ppl..yr friends..
i shldnt hav joined badminton sia..
i was utterly disappointed today morning..
u dn even bother to call me..
well, played 4 rounds..
lost 1..
at the finals..
yea... i suck man..
who cares abt me anyway..
im just being treated like nuts by u..
bb tt match was sucky..
felt damn stressed..
i wanna win..
i wanna win for my cca..
i wanna win for US
u just laugh yr way thru..
it was 6-11
we 6.. they 11..
trust me i nvr played so hiong b4..
wats motivating behind me?
yes.. my patoon mates.. part c and part d..
but ultimately..
i told myself to do my best..
i ran extra fast..
played extra hard..
glan is f***ing pro?
i know.. from the start i told myself i will lose to them..
but i won..
wow..
why ar?
becos i told myself i wanna do it for u..
i played with all my heart..
with no bits of energy left..
remaining energy is for runnin in the whole court by myself and u stood down there..
no one understand i think..
mayb they just think im crappin..
oh.. who cares.. right?
sai..
wat i get..
i get gossips from yr friends..
tyty..
yea.. then finals..
u play until like dunno wat sai..
ask u play man man lai alrdy..
i lost my heart to play..
play so hard for wat..
get more gossips?
yay.. we lost! happy happy..
=.=
i waste so much of my energy for nth..
cnt u just get serious..
tt moment?
zzzz
sigh..
nvm..
im always wrong..
alone always..
i just ate roasted rabbit
