Thursday, April 12, 2007
sigh.. what is wrong with me.. 9:55 PM
=/ guys heyy..
a few days nvr post alrdy.. haha..
i was too guai tt i didnt use computer..
yupp.. so no chance to post..
i shall make all my posts today eh.. =]
monday
yea.. did peer appraisal.. yupp..
last one b4 takin over..
when i was doin..
im just askin myself..
am i.. or are we ready to take over?
if i hav any possibility tt i take any leadership post..
can i tgt with others bring ahsNCC further..
im really afraid..
11yrs of gold.. we must maintain it eh..
after peer appraisal, we wrote our choices of post we want or aim for..
i was thinkin abt being PS..
CSM is what i dream for..
and always aimming for..
but now, i dont think i will make it.. haha..
let fate decide for me?
jiayous everyone! =]
hope u guys get wat u all want..
if nvr get yr desire post, dn giv up on ahsNCC eh..
what matters is the bond between us
the post itself is just a steppin stone for us..
i dn really mind takin watever post la..
cos we're tgt afterall.. haha..
sounds lame.. but this is wat i think..
all the best,
alpha o5,
bravo o6,
charlie o7.. =D
tuesday
eugene ong asked the question i longed for!
"class, anyone of u want to attend a workshop in this afternoon?"
i straight away put up my hand lah.. =X
so silly..
no one goes except for me..
but i insisted to go..
you didnt ask for me bah..
haha.. its ok..
the lecture is quite sianed.. but its fruitful
the teacher is good eh..
the lake over there too..
how i wished our sch have a lake like chung cheng high?
ponding will be much easier.. xD
okayokay..
ponding is forbidden..
i think we are gonna get it from mr lee and mr chua on fri..
they asked some of us abt ponding the other day?
=/ gd luck to us..
ngia fang's mom called tt night..
asked for my mom la..
she went to m'sia w/o tellin me..
mayb im nt as important to her anymore..
she hav tt uncle she loves and his kids..
haha.. then just leave me alone..
she then asked me whether i hav enough money or nt..
if nt enough ask from her? o.O
i dunno why she say this but even if im starving, i wnt ask from her..
wednesday
had assembly..
its abt some 百万大赢家?
hahaha.. sitting on the chair to make decision for the class is v stressful eh..
had so much pressure..
i apologise for the wrong decision i made, ppl..
i was hopin we can win sth as a class..
this really boost everyone up if really won..
but mayb just lost to my poor leadership..
haha.. =/
i feel so much of a failer..
ohya.. b4 tt, had SEL..
kinda fun.. its international friendship wk..
so we were asked to do cards for 3 friends..
u can do more if u want la..
so i did for kayat.. birdie.. n leona..
haha..
sry for ppl who i didnt giv..
didnt hav time to do..
spent too much time thinkin for 3 of them..
thankyou everyone who supported me as monitor..
im not a good monitor.. haha.. =/
give me guidiance..
here, i wanna thanks everyone in class..
even my monitress la.. although she always kaopei me..
haha.. thank you guys..
i will work harder..
tt day i studied unil 3am..
woke up at 5.30am..
thursday..
yea.. woke up damn early..
made myself a 2 packet in one cup de coffee..
haha.. just to keep me awake..
i guess it worked until after amaths..
physic tt time i wanna slp liao lorh..
cnt tahan..
sigh.. but i didnt slp la..
im too tired bah..
ss test and hcl compre finally over..
haha.. can rest for a while bah..
wrote until hand dman tired..
but then i dn think i did it well..
gd luck to me..
i guess my class really hate now de monitress..
haha.. i've been tryin to object some of her ideas tt seem unfair to u all la..
but each time she will kaopei me..
=.=
RAR!! i miss my ex-monitress.. haha..
but its quite impossible to change monitress?
whatever happens..
must 忍！！
i dunno wat happens to me..
haha..
i hate changes..
but i think i changed, myself..
mayb i shall hate myself..
im such a boring guy la..
i think u felt tt too..
cant even talk on phone for 10mins.. =/
mayb u used to do tt to ppl b4 me..
sigh.. but i cnt talk on phone..
sometime its nt i dn wanna initiate..
i just dunno what to say..
what to do..
i know you dn like tt..
guys are always wrong..
nobody knows who i really am..mayb they just dn give me a damn..Labels: hmm
i just ate roasted rabbit
