Wednesday, July 27, 2005
hi ppl !!! 10:49 PM
hey there ppl !! these few days are so boring....nth big realli happened to me...so sianx... today just had napfa test for sit ups and sit and reach...sianx...i was aiming to get gold...and i must get gold!! lucky for my sit ups, an A = 5points...then my sit and reach was so so so close to A !!! 42cm to get A but i onli got 40!!! ar....so sad..sob sob...then just now received my p.s de call...onli then i know that i am the IC (in charge) for friday's training!! yay!! yay!! hahax.. happy thing is that i can knock my part(the sec one) down...muahahaha!!! am i evil? hahax...then the sad thing is that if anyth go wrong, i get it first....sobz.... anywae, i will try to do a gd job!! i was surfing around my friends' blogs then i stop at jiaqi's blog....cos i hear this song "i am running after u" hahax... if u r a christain, u will hav hear this song b4...yay!! then i got nth to do, or rather, don wanna do any...so i stayed at her blog and look through her posts...hahax...she hav such a exciting life...hahahx..how envious...then in one of her posts, she wrote how forunate she is...and one of the part is, " i am forunate bcos i hav a quite supportive family and none of her family members smoke or drink. i feel blessed, do you?" this makes me wanna come back to my blog...sianx...so sad now...i onli hav a mom...although i know my dad is somewhere on this small earth, i don't wanna acknowledge him...its just that i don noe how to face him..how to communicate to him...all along, i live without my dad, then suddenly, a dad suddenly pop out from no where...i cannot accept this. then summore, my mom doesn't seem to appreciate watever i hav all done...i just don feel loved...no matter how well i do in sch or competitions, i don't feel that she is supporting me...thanx god i still hav u guys...my dear friends...there to cheer me, share with me....i love u guys!!!
i just ate roasted rabbit
